So tomorrow, the moon will be entering another new moon
phase, and it will be the second one for the month of July (and is also
considered a black super moon—aka the second new moon in a month), though for
some it will actually fall on August 1st. This means that July is
basically over, and there are only a little over 150 days left in the year. It
also means that it’s time to look back at the goals that were set for the
Cancer new moon, and see how I did with them.
So what were my goals for the Cancer new moon?
1) Review, edit, and update my 12-month goals/plans for the
different areas that I set out back under the Aries new moon.
2) Meditate nightly (even if it’s only for a couple of
3) Do a daily tarot/oracle card reading (even if I don’t
share on social media right away).
4) Read at least one more non-fiction book (two-three would
5) Start working through some of the different e-courses
that I’ve bought over the past two years.
So how did I do with each one?
still reviewing, editing, and updating my 12-month goals/plans especially since
I’m going to be starting a reboot break/pause towards the end of the year. I’m
slowly figuring out what I want to do in life (I have several ideas brewing),
and I know that the goals that I set out a few moons ago are in need of
managed to do this, even if it’s only for a few minutes. I’d like to be able to
get back to where I was meditating for five minutes or more, but I know that I
can get there—it will just take daily/evening work to get there.
have been doing daily oracle/tarot card readings, but I’ve only been sharing
maybe once a week on social media. This is because I feel like some of the
readings are a little too personal for social media (or at least the messages
seem that way). I will try to share at least twice a week (if not more often).
managed to finish two books during the new moon period. One was about
decluttering and the other was about pausing (taking a break) to help figure
out one’s life.
tried to start some of the e-courses, but only manage about ten minutes here or
there. I know that I should schedule time for doing them (and I may try to do
it the last hour or so of the workday).
So I managed to do pretty well with the goals for the Cancer
new moon period, though I might not have gotten as much done with a few as I
would have liked—a little progress is better than none. Also in terms of the e-courses,
while I have numerous ones—I may start with the ones that I feel could be the
most beneficial at this time, work through those and then move on to the next
set of courses. It has only taken me almost thirty-nine years to realize that I
really haven’t been steering my ship, I’ve been adrift on the current but now I’m
slowly starting to readjust the course of the ship.
So one of the things that I have decided to work more on
cultivating is my spirituality. Note—I said spirituality and not religion. I
don’t believe in organized religion, or the idea that you have to be threatened
with the thought of eternal damnation to be a good person. If you need that
threat to behave—you have moral issues in addition to spiritual issues.
Depending on my mood (and possibly people around me), I
fluctuate between saying that I’m a pagan/wiccan and I’m an atheist. The last
time I actually set foot inside a church was back in 2001 for my older
brother’s wedding. My main criticism of organized religion is that they all
argue that one is better than the other, when in truth they’re all the same
(just slightly different forms) and no matter what—we all bleed the same.
So in terms of cultivating my spirituality more, I’ve
decided that I’d do a couple of different things: 1) to read more books on
different aspects of spirituality (there are probably a good half a dozen on my
personal/professional development book list), 2) build my own pagan/wiccan
altar, and 3) do a daily tarot/oracle card reading (which may or may not be
posted on social media). I think that there have only been probably two or
three days this year that I haven’t posted my evening oracle card reading.
In terms of the daily card readings, I have also decided
that each month I will try to stick with one oracle/tarot card deck. Currently
I have like six different decks in my room (and another three or four in my
storage unit). Card readings have always fascinated me, in that it’s a way of
seeing what the universe has in store for us, and to possibly get another view
to a question.
So last month’s deck that I used as the Oracle of the
Unicorns (which I bought out in Salem last October when I was there on a
mini-vacation). I have always been fascinated by the idea of supernatural
creatures (and I don’t mean the horror show variety), but ones that have both a
human side and an otherworldly side (I guess that is one reason why I’m drawn
to paranormal romances as well). So back to the cards—January was the month of
the unicorn for me. This was the second month of using oracle cards for
guidance (December was using the enchanted spell oracle cards), and wisdom.
So the oracle of the unicorns has forty-four cards in the
deck, and over the course of January, only two cards weren’t drawn in a reading
(either privately or ones posted on Instagram). Of the other cards, the number
of times ranged from a single drawing to eight times over the month. The cards
that showed up the most in the drawing included:
Adventure (8 times),
Passion (8 times),
Strength (8 times),
Freedom (7 times),
Prosperity (6 times),
Imagination (5 times),
Intuition (5 times),
Miracles (5 times),
Patience (5 times),
Rebirth (5 times), and
Trust (5 times). The others (other than leadership and
beloved) showed up between one and four times, throughout the month.
So let’s look at some of the readings that I did last month:
So on the 9th, the spread stated that adventure and change are still on the horizon, though it is also a time for self compassion and forgiveness. Strength and passion will also see you through the process as well. One of the things that I am trying to work on this year, is replacing the negative self-talk with more positive self talk (more compassion towards myself). Adventure is pretty self explanatory—the world is a large place, and we really shouldn’t stay in just a small area of if (though now traveling is expensive—but one should try to do at least one trip a year; preferably to somewhere they haven’t been before).
The passion card refers to more than just doing what you love—it also refers to taking care of yourself. Again this is something that I’m working on this year. Though my methods may go against the norm, but I’m going with moderation (still having snacks [i.e. chocolate and candy], and not putting a label on food [good vs bad]), and doing some type of exercise at least six days a week—a rest day is always good).
The strength card is referring to the fact that life will always be testing us, and that we can get through it to the other side stronger than what we started. The “main test” this year is my transition from academia to industry, and finding my footing again in terms of getting into the best shape of my life.
So on the 16th I decided to do a pyramid reading using the cads. I was thinking on another question in terms of my job search (the why), and got quite a bit of information from the unicorns. They were urging me to remember what excites me about science, but at the same time listen to my inner voice and be in the moment. There will be more networking on the horizon and a new path will be forged and support from other will help on the way.
The awareness card reminds us that only when we are truly living in the moment do we actually feel peace and security—and that our guides are watching over us and that things are happening for a reason. The passion card showed up again in the pyramid—showing that it has a firmer foundation when you surround yourself with liked minded individuals who are also seeking to grow. But at the same time you need to listen to your inner voice and trust your instincts (intuition).
The rebirth card showed up in the spread. This unicorn urges you to shed what no longer is of use to you, so that you can continue growing into the person you were meant to be. The support and friendship cards showed up to remind us that we don’t have to do everything alone, that there are people who support us in our journeys and to surround ourselves with them.
This was a reading that I did right around the time of the Leo full moon, and I was also trying to reflect back on different areas of my life. I noticed that the unicorns were urging me to slowly start stepping out of my comfort zone so that I could grow and reinvent myself this year. I had stated that while change can be scary, its better than being stuck in a job you don’t love and one that doesn’t offer that much growth.
So again the passion card showed up in the spread, as well as the rebirth card. In addition to the oracles of celebration, flow, and expansion.
The oracle of celebration reminds us to look for even the smallest achievements and successes that we’ve been having (for me at times that means getting through the work day without actually saying what is on my mind), and that if we remain positive, we will be reward with positive outcomes as well.
The oracle of flow reminds us that somethings aren’t meant for us and that once we realize that and surrender the outcome things become much easier to navigate. All you can do is your best, and once the day is done—the day is done. No one should be trying to repeat and correct days that they had already done their best on.
The oracle of expansion is reminding us that we need to spread our wings and soar. Once that happens we can share our magic with the world, and maybe just maybe start making the world a better place for all of us.
Adventure is still on the horizon, but as always there is an obstacle in the path, but strength and believing in myself will see me through to the other side. Action, self love, and believing in dreams will also see me through.
So the adventure and strength cards showed up again in today’s spread. The main obstacle to my transition is my negative thoughts and doubts about what I actually want to be doing in my next career. The unicorns are saying that I’m ready for taking that step—I just need to believe in myself and take that first step. In addition, I need to practice self love and realize that I’m not going to look like others even once I get into the best shape of my life—but that I need to love myself now and realize that getting into shape isn’t to punish or change, but to honor myself by being able to do things that I’ve wanted to do (but haven’t due to the fact that I’m out of shape).
Also I’m reminded that there are divine powers that are watching over me, and that at the right time my “prayers” or requests will be answered by the universe.
The unicorns said that change is still on the horizon, and that hard work, patience and imagination will get me there; along with help from friends and mentors.
The oracle of patience is to remind us that it is okay to slow down every once in awhile—if we do hard work, put in the effort, there are times when all you can then do is wait (i.e. after a job interview) to see if the fruits of your labor paid off. The oracle of growth is reminding us that having a mentor (or several mentors) can always help the process go a little quicker as well.
The oracle of imagination is there to remind us not to neglect the other half of our selves—the side that loves imagining new things, ideas, creations, and so forth. In addition the healer showed up in the spread, to remind that we all have gifts to share with the world.
So these were just a few of my evening readings from last month. As I continue on my spiritual path, I’m slowly realizing that there are some decks that make it easier to share the insights, while other decks seem to be a little more personal in the readings and interpretations. The unicorn deck is one deck that I will be going back once I’ve cycled through all of my decks.
Also once I have my wicca/pagan altar built, the guidance of the cards may pop a little more than what it’s currently doing (as my current reading spot is on the rug in my bedroom).
If you are looking for an oracle deck to start using yourself for inspiration and guidance, this is one (of probably many) that I strongly recommend.
So today is February 2nd. It marks the midway
point between the winter solstice and the spring solstice. For wiccans and
pagans, today is known by a couple of different names—Imbolc, Oimelc (“ewe’s
milk”), the ancient Egyptians called today Feast of Nut (celebrating the
birthday of the goddess Nut), and the ancient Romans called this time
Lupercalia.1 In more modern times, we refer to day as Groundhog’s
Day. The day that a rodent will declare if it’s six more weeks of winter or six
weeks until spring.
I’ve always found that to be funny—because no matter how you
look at it, it’s still six weeks until the official start of spring. Yes, there
might still be some winter temperatures and weather during that six weeks (and
we’re probably going to be seeing more winter weather lasting longer due to
climate change), but the days do start to get a little longer, and stay a
This year it’s been “predicted” that it will be an early
spring—in other words, it was probably cloudy when the groundhog “came” out of
its burrow and didn’t see it’s shadow.2 The animal seeing it’s
shadow and predicting the weather, has been around for a long time—I guess it’s
more “humane” to make use of a rodent, then trying to lure out a bear or other
large animal to see what they’d “predict.”2
While I’m ready for the spring temperatures and longer days,
I will miss the atmosphere of curling up with a blanket and book on the
weekends, or working on my latest knitting project (which I’m hoping to have
finished sometime this year). Though it will make it also a little easier doing
the walks at Boomer Lake on the weekend if the temperatures aren’t in the
twenties or teens (with windchills even lower).
Happy Groundhog’s Day or Happy Imbolc Day (depending on what
you practice, and believe in).
I’ve added in the reference to the Imbolc image here as
well, as I noticed it doesn’t show up all that well on the picture.
So I realized that this past weekend, I should have also posted an update on how I think I’m doing in life via of the Level 10 life. I had decided that I would do a new Level 10 life graph every three months and then after I drew it out, compare it to the previous one. So below is my most current level 10 life.
So within the ten different areas, there were several that I felt really hadn’t changed that much: (1) Family & friends–I managed to get together with a friend for lunch in March, but not in January or February; and I haven’t started trying to send postcards or letters to my niece yet either; though I have been trying to keep in touch more via facebook or if we’re connected on linkedin, on linkedin. (2) Personal development–while I’ve managed to finish reading quite a few books so far this year, I haven’t found a program that I like yet for learning a foreign language; and I’ve fallen short on the planning and writing in the journal. (6) I still have zero social life, and truthfully until I figure out the next job move I think I’m going to keep it that way (though I may meet up with people for a walk around Boomer on the weekends). (10) Health & fitness–I haven’t been able to fully commit to a workout program yet this year, and have fallen into a bad routine of not doing a workout in the evenings once I get home.
Everything else has either gone up or down in terms of how I saw them at the beginning of the year. (3) Spirituality has gone down a little, mainly because I haven’t been keeping up with meditation, and I haven’t been doing my yoga either. I have managed to start doing new & full moon goals, and the different spirituality books that I bought are still on the list to be read (it will just take a little time to get to them, when there is like 90 books in total still to be read. (4) Finances have gone up a little, due to getting the credit card debt down, and getting a little more into the savings account. I still haven’t put any into a CD yet, but there could still be time for that. (5) Career happiness has gone down a little, mainly because I’ve realized that I could potentially be unemployed again less than eight months, and I really need to get on the ball with trying to transition into an industry position. (7) Fun & Recreation has gone up a little–I’m trying my hand at making jewelry & I’m starting to work on a new afghan. I know I need to do more of things that aren’t science/work related and that is also where my photography challenge is coming into play as well. (8) Giving & contribution has gone up a little–I donated a big bag of clothes (and it did only a small dent in my current wardrobe), and still have monthly donations to the Sierra Club and one or two other nature organizations. (9) Physical environment has gone up a little, with having straightened up my desk area, donating clothes, and just getting rid of things that I don’t need anymore has made my bedroom not seem as small.
So what are my goals??? Well, there is the picture below for the quarter, or what I would like to have accomplished by June.
But more specifically a goal for each area will be:
(1) Touch base with at least two friends or family members I haven’t talked to in awhile each month.
(2) Find a decently priced program for learning a foreign language and start refreshing my Spanish or German.
(3) Mediate for at least five minutes every day (and I’m already a few days behind on this one).
(4) Continue with my savings challenge (basically see how many no spend days I can have and try to work up to both a no spend week and then maybe a no spend month).
(5) Continue trying to add value to my connections and determine the industry position and company (or companies) that I would like to work for. Then try to set up some informational interviews.
(6) Continue trying to meet up with friends on the weekend.
(7) Continue working on different craft projects (afghan, jewelry making, photography)
(8) Donate clothes that I don’t wear all that often.
(9) Straighten up my storage unit and start moving other things into it.
(10) Workout 6 days a week (BOD or DVD), measure at the end of the month. First try to get through Yoga Booty Ballet by mid-May.
Finally managed to get a picture of the full moon late last night. The moon is traveling through the Virgo constellation right now.
So to do things a little different, I thought I’d give some interesting facts about both the constellation Virgo and the Virgo zodiac sign.
Some fun facts about both the Virgo constellation and the Virgo zodiac sign:
The Virgo constellation is the largest of the Zodiac constellations, and is the second largest constellation behind Hydra.
There are numerous different stars, exoplanets and other deep sky objects that make up the constellation, including:
Spica, which is the brightest star of the constellation. This star luckily is about 260 light years away from Earth, but is 2300 times brighter than the sun (which is why is can be seen so well).
Then the other bright stars (in order of decreasing brightness) within the constellation include: Porrima and Arich, Vindemiatrix, and Heze.
There are eleven deep space objects within the constellation and then numerous exoplanets as well including the first ones to ever be found to rotate around pulsar stars.
(information gained from: https://www.space.com/17021-virgo-constellation.html)
Within Greek mythology, the constellation is linked to the following individuals: Dike, the goddess of justice, and Persephone.
As for the Zodiac sign, Virgo is the 6th sign of the Zodiac (going from August 23 to September 22), and:
1) Rules over the house of routine. Basically this the representation of your daily habits, and everything that goes along with it.
2) Is associated with earth (one of the four elements).
As an earth sign, Virgo is observant & practical focusing on the world around them.
3) Is associated with the planet Mercury.
This allows for Virgos to narrow down the useful information, getting rid of the fluff, and also come up with different ideas.
4) The symbol associated with Virgo is the virgin. This sign is the balancing part to the analytical mind set of the Virgo.
5) Who’s tarot card is the Hermit. The Hermit challenges one to “find comfort in solitude, and to use quiet time alone to absorb the answers we need”.
6) Who’s quality is mutable. This means they are a little more flexible than others.
7) Who’s favorite colors are probably either green and/or brown.
I think I’m going to be looking a little more deeply into both my Virgo traits (since its my Star Sign), my Scorpio traits (since its my Rising Sign), my Cusp of Beauty traits (since my birthday falls within the range of transition between Virgo and Libra), and my Aquarius traits (since this is my Moon Sign).
I’ve mentioned earlier that one the areas that I’m trying to improve is spirituality. I’m taking a different approach from most people (I am not a church goer, nor do I believe in the bible [other than seeing it as book of fiction]). I’ve always been drawn to the older “religions”—the ones that worshiped multiple deities, especially those associated with nature.
While I’m not a firm believer in astrology, I don’t rule out that at certain times of the year I tend to focus more on certain things (and I’m learning that those times may coincide with a particular house that the new or full moon is traveling through). So this year, I’m going to try to focus on learning more about the phases of the moon and how they can help me in narrowing down goals for each month.
So I will always mention which house the new moon is in for both my rising sign (Scorpio) and my star sign (Virgo). But when I make my goals for that new moon (and even the full moon), I will be basing it off of the house in my rising sign (Scorpio). Read More